Precisely. So you haven't lost it in its entirety. You can learn to use the relative space between things to gauge distance, and your remaining eye will begin to make up the difference as well.
Time. And practice. I recommend taking up a skill that helps you—I had to adjust quickly to be able to defend myself if someone came after my life.
[ but yamato could do like. a normal thing? maybe try racquetball? ]
...There is some emotional recovery as well. Realizing that one eye is doing the work for two, now. I cannot read or watch anything for very long before it starts to cause me strain. You will find things that were very simple are no longer so.
... Yeah. We got this bright red paper after our trip, and Taichi had to read it out loud to me. [ with a bit of a bitter twist to his mouth, because-- y'know. embarrassing! ] But it still does that to you even after...
About five years, yes. And probably for the rest of my days.
[ he doesn't feel any sort of willful pride, but it's still a permanent limitation. ]
...You should adjust so you don't need help, at least. And eyedrops can provide some relief. [ i don't know why eyedrops exist in fire emblem ] It may also remind you of the incident that caused you to lose your eye in the first place, but that particular wound heals differently. [ emotional trauma is a whole separate ordeal. ]
[ wow! he hates that! it's a good thing it's not emotionshare week so dimitri can't tell how much he hates that answer! ]
... That's fine, really. It's not like... anything in there was real. [ the wounds were, but it shouldn't bother him because how it happened wasn't. this is perfect logic do NOT question him ]
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What does that have to do with anything?
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[ he's really so young... ]
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[ so!!! there!!! also. yeah. he might be a mature 17 year old but he's still an idiot teen sorry dimitri ]
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[ hopefully. maybe. ]
So, you've probably been running into everything, hm?
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Not... everything.
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Just tables and doors, then?
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[ that is a yes ]
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[ just a thoughtless thing that your eyes do without effort. now that it does take effort, it's difficult. ]
But it is not all gone. You can still tell when one object is further than the other, can't you?
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[ because he's paying attention when he grabs it, not that he. y'know. notices. ]
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Precisely. So you haven't lost it in its entirety. You can learn to use the relative space between things to gauge distance, and your remaining eye will begin to make up the difference as well.
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So ... it'll take time, basically?
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[ but yamato could do like. a normal thing? maybe try racquetball? ]
...There is some emotional recovery as well. Realizing that one eye is doing the work for two, now. I cannot read or watch anything for very long before it starts to cause me strain. You will find things that were very simple are no longer so.
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[ however long it has been for dimitri ]
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[ he doesn't feel any sort of willful pride, but it's still a permanent limitation. ]
...You should adjust so you don't need help, at least. And eyedrops can provide some relief. [ i don't know why eyedrops exist in fire emblem ] It may also remind you of the incident that caused you to lose your eye in the first place, but that particular wound heals differently. [ emotional trauma is a whole separate ordeal. ]
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... That's fine, really. It's not like... anything in there was real. [ the wounds were, but it shouldn't bother him because how it happened wasn't. this is perfect logic do NOT question him ]
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Things that wound the heart are not literal injuries, but that makes them no less real than a cut or bruise.
[ he shouldn't deny himself that sort of pain. it isn't any less substantial. ]
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[ I'm answering this mobile but when I'm home it's over for Dimitri not getting a memshare ]
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he huffs quietly at that. ]
Well, that does seem the theme of the week.
[ suffering other people's memories and stories. ]
They feel remarkably real all the same... these memories.